Science predicts that many different kinds of universe will be spontaneously created out of nothing. It is a matter of chance which we are in.
It is a waste of time to be angry about my disability. One has to get on with life and I haven’t done badly. People won’t have time for you if you are always angry or complaining.
No other person ever has, or ever will have, the unique blend of talents, strengths, and perspective that you have.